I have had many a blog entries going in my head these days. Great ideas, topics, humorous anecdotes, but the time to write and post, doesn't always arrive like I plan. Actually, I'm finding frequently, things don't go as I plan. What's that famous quote, "the best laid plans of mice and men often go astray". John says I have expectations, even when I say I don't have expectations. I get uptight...frustrated, OK, even a little crazy about it all, whatever it may be. Like if we don't stick to the schedule or the plan, all hell will break lose. Most of the time, I'm pretty laid back, a go with the flow kinda gal. But honestly, lately...I'm tense, anxious, uneasy about lots of things in life. I know you are suppose to live each day to the fullest, cherish every moment. Easier said than done. So I close out my 38th year of life tonight and awake in the morning, 39 years old. Should I make some plans...well, maybe just a few. I plan to
Somedays I feel like I've done it all. To look at me, you might say "now that's an ordinary mom". Dig a little deeper and you'll find I've led a pretty interesting life, done some pretty extraordinary things, especially once I became a mother of four wonderful, extremely different children! Unique personalities and needs, all wonderful, trying and glorious at the same time!